I was very nervous, of course, as this was my first surgery EVER. I refused to read about it as I was afraid to read the horror stories of C-sections gone wrong. Instead I turned to my father: a member of the Priesthood in the LDS church, and had him give me a Father's Blessing. I have strong faith in the power of prayer so after I heard the words I was calm and had faith that my baby and I would be okay.
We let Kevin stay home from school so he could see his baby brother after he was born. Then Jim and I went home. I had to shower with antibacterial soap the night before and the day of. My c-section was scheduled for 7:30am but we had to arrive an hour early. Neither Jim nor I slept well in anticipation of meeting Little James.
When we got to the hospital I was prepped with an IV, a gown, a hairnet, some antibiotic via the IV, and I asked for some anti nausea medication as I was feeling nauseous. My doctor was running late so Kevin and my dad arrived in time to see me off to the O.R. Kevin was nervous for me but I reassured him it would be okay.
In the O.R. I sat on the operating table and an Anesthesiologist inserted in a needle in my back while I hugged a pillow. I was given a spinal block. I then preceded to lie down with my arms open, palm side up. I felt helpless and felt hot and cold flashes. The doctors put up a blue sheet barrier so I couldn't see the incision. The Anesthesiologist poked me with a pin several times to see if I had feeling in my side and my chest. When I told him no they got Jim (who was patiently waiting in the hallway) and then the surgery began. I could feel pressure but no pain as they took baby James out. He began crying immediately and the staff all couldn't believe how big he was. Jim immediately began crying as he was a proud daddy, which made me cry as well. The doctor cut the umbilical chord and cleaned baby James before handing him to Jim. I was only allowed to see my beautiful boy briefly before he was taken to the nursery while the doctors put me back together. They closed me up with derma-bond, surgery glue, and tape. No stitches. No staples.
Everything went well, however. I was informed that I was to lie down for 6 hours to prevent a spinal headache, a common side effect of having a spinal block. As you might have read I didn't get to see nor hold my baby due to his unusually high respiration. So much of the time I was lying in bed crying wanting to see, hold, touch, kiss my newly born child. Jim was awesome and downloaded a video chat application so he could show me baby James in the nursery. He even preceded to record some videos of baby James lying in his bassinet. My dad was amazing as well. The nurses let my dad into the nursery to give baby James a blessing. I was able to hear it through the video chat application my dear hubby had downloaded on my phone. When the nurses finally brought baby James to me it had been 12 hours since he was born. Kevin recorded it on my phone and commented how cute his little brother was and how he loved his new baby brother and I.
The reunion was short lived as the doctors took baby James back to the nursery to be monitored. Mine and Jim's family went home shortly after and we fell asleep. During the night nurses came to check my blood pressure, which was unusually high, my pain level, and to check my bleeding. (Yes, you still bleed just like you would if you had a baby naturally). I bled the same amount as I did when I had had Kevin. And thank goodness for good pain meds because when the nurses pushed on my stomach to contract my uterus I did not feel a thing. In the morning the nurse removed the catheter and I was allowed to get up and use the bathroom... I nearly passed out from the pain... She gave me a percocet and a half hour later I was feeling a lot better.
Once I felt ok and after having a little chocolate pudding for breakfast Jim and I walked to the nursery to see Baby James. I was able to change his dirty diaper and witness his tube feedings. They wouldn't feed him much because they were unsure of how much his tummy could tolerate. It broke my heart to see him on so many machines, with an IV hooked up to him, and a tube in his nose that went to his stomach... It's really hard to see your newborn like that and know that there is nothing you can do for him. But we were thankful that he was still alive and prayed for him to make a quick recovery.
When it became clear that baby James was going to be transferred to another hospital I told the nursing staff that I wanted to be discharged as well. I wanted to be with my newborn son. My nurse then preceded to call my OB so I could be discharged. She checked my incision and told me how to take care of it before I left. It was an hour after baby James was transferred that I was finally released from the Sanford hospital.
Once my mom and I got to Orlando South it was really hard because I had to do a lot of walking! My mom teased me for I walked as fast as my Granny who walks with a walker. The C-section incision is at your bikini line so every step you take is agonizing. When we came across a wheelchair I soon discovered that sitting was painful as well, and so was any bump you hit along the way. Getting up out of the wheelchair to sit in a chair or stand was worse... And if you had to cough... That was the absolute worst! I tried not to complain because I wanted to be with my baby as much as possible! My hubby did his best to remind me to take my medicine because if I forgot... Oh it was a pain I wouldn't wish on anybody!
Once we got home my hubby helped out when and where he could. We registered on a site called mealtrain.com which is a free website in which family and friends sign up to bring you meals. You can list your favorite meal, any allergies, and foods you dislike and your family and friends can see it, see what other people are bringing, see what days are available, and what times work for you. I highly recommend this site. Our family had delivered meals for a week and a half via our friends/family using this website. We didn't have any duplicate meals and didn't have to worry about cooking or wonder who was bringing us food for that day. (Thank you to our friends and family who participated).
So what no one tells you about c-sections: your extremities swell, your back swells, sitting up hurts like heck! And take the meds exactly when it's time for the next dose! Don't wait to see if you have pain or to see if you can be a super woman! I hate depending on medicines but I had a nurse tell me, "It's ridiculous to stay in pain when you don't have to". She encouraged me to take the meds the doctor prescribed me and I encourage you to do the same. Take the meds. There's no shame because a C-section IS surgery. Also, have stool softeners, bring comfortable pants to wear. Preferably something like what you'd wear to bed. Least of all you can't drive for at least 2 weeks. My hubby was with me for the first week then my mom took time off the second week. Of course, other people came when they could to help with chores and the baby. Let people help. Your family and friends will want to do as much as they can so you can rest and believe me you'll want to rest!
If I had to do it all over again, of course I would. The point of this is don't think this surgery is a walk in the park because it's not! The pain was horrible, the swelling was annoying, and the pain meds knocked me out. Thank goodness my hubby and Kevin love me unconditionally. :) how I got so blessed I will never know but I will forever be thankful for my boys... All 3 of them :)
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Kevin seeing me off to the O.R.
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My three Loves
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